A couple of weeks ago I was able to articulate my thoughts beautifully, and because of that, everything soon became clear. Normally, it would stem from a math word problem from class, and of course all the thoughts afterward connect. But I think it's coming back, and I want to mention this. My dad's friend came over today to help my dad chop down this tree in our backyard. After he took a shower, he sat on the couch and we spoke about typical school bullshit. I don't know how, but the conversation began to focus on particle physics, so he was giving me the basics. What they've been discovering is that even at the atomic level, these little subatomic particles behave in a duality, like a wave. It's just nuts, that these silly little sine and cosine graphs actually pertain to the nature of subatomic particles? Matter and antimatter? Quantum mechanics? -1 to 1? Fucking nuts man.