Cadali

I couldn't feel my hands this morning. Eric's wire-ring I made finally snapped off a couple days ago, it was on its last thread. I got a fortune cookie yesterday that read, "You are about to embark on a delightful journey." Something like that. I can feel him closing in, with almost daily changes. I'm just now starting to accept the loss of my month old ipod. Last night at 3:26 in the morning, shit kept on falling from my windowsill and crashing onto my tv lamp. The windows were open and sleeping was impossible. I'm really trying to motivate myself for school, but with the shitty test grades I've been getting lately (b's and c's of course), everything is disintegrating. Who gets less than half of the questions right on a fucking science FCAT practice test? Fuck. I need a haircut. I really want to go out with him sometime already, I don't know what he's waiting for. Though it's probably better this way.

I have nothing else to think because my mind is empty like clank clank, who's in there, no one, no one, no one.